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I like being a loser.

I've never won anything. I've never come first. I've never been the best. Ever. 

But that makes me fight for the win. 
It makes me work for the success. 
I'm always in a state of chasing the goal. 

But. Something remarkable happened on Friday. We won. Our radio show won. We beat the pants off the opposition. Left them in our dust. All that chasing and working and fighting... Actually worked. We got the win. For the first time in my life... I'm at the top. 

But I don't know how to live if I'm not in the fight. It's in the battle that I feel alive. 

So, back in to the battle I go. 

Cos one win is not a win. I need another win to make this count. And then I'll need another one to make that one count. 

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Urgh. I hate my body.  I went to yoga tonight.  Twisting and turning my flabby and floppy and wobbly bits.  I hate my body. 
I love my body.
And just like that... In the middle of camel pose... Everything changed. I love my body. And I'm gonna start treating it with the respect it deserves. 
I love my body. 
For the very first time in my life ... I love my body. I've hated my body for so long now. I've been treating it like it's a useless failure that lets me down and embarrasses me constantly. 
My body ... I'm so sorry. 
Tomorrow I'll stand tall. I'll make no excuses. I'll be grateful. 
I. Love. My. Body. 

Read this if you're about to give up...

If you are struggling to stay on track know this... You are so close. So close to success. So close. You just can't see it. That's why it feels so far away.
If I told you that I could see it and it looks amazing and it was just around that corner you would keep going. You wouldn't stop.

I know you can't see it ... But it's so close. Don't give up now.

It really is just around the corner.

You're missing out.

I poured this Post Run Pinot just before I headed out the door.  So when the run got tough.... And it did... I dreamed of my Post Run Pinot.  Home now... And it's still sitting there... Waiting.  I'll have my shower then wash down a big feed with it.  Some might say... Why not just pour the wine and skip the run bit? To that I would say... You clearly haven't tasted Post Run Pinot.  And ... You are missing out.