Wednesday, 9 October 2013

I like being a loser.

I've never won anything. I've never come first. I've never been the best. Ever. 

But that makes me fight for the win. 
It makes me work for the success. 
I'm always in a state of chasing the goal. 

But. Something remarkable happened on Friday. We won. Our radio show won. We beat the pants off the opposition. Left them in our dust. All that chasing and working and fighting... Actually worked. We got the win. For the first time in my life... I'm at the top. 

But I don't know how to live if I'm not in the fight. It's in the battle that I feel alive. 

So, back in to the battle I go. 

Cos one win is not a win. I need another win to make this count. And then I'll need another one to make that one count.